Slow Death

          As I am sure you have noticed, many of my poetic expressions are ways of speaking to others when I just cannot seem to find the right way to express myself more formally. Some of my more recent writing is in fact still ways of expressing, though written in a more vague sense. I prefer the vague writing, so I hope that those of you reading will also enjoy it when I get to posting that stuff. This is the last I am going to post tonight, though I do have plenty more to post.

Rip my dreams,
Watch rainbows fade,
Push me off the edge,
My final escape,
A bed of nails,
Prick my happy dreams,
Smile through your power,
Watch the slow death of me.

Rachyl DeWitt
9/18/2014

Deep In Your Eyes

Deep in your eyes,
Oceans of fear,
Calming the storms,
Holding you near,
Love growing stronger,
Pain still resides,
Our souls connected,
Deep in your eyes.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/19/2014

Fears

          I had a bad night worrying and fearing many things of the past. Memories haunting me. But my love will never change for this woman.

Fears of rejection,
Fears of the loss,
Fear of the repeat,
What once was our cost,
A new fire started,
From the ashes of death,
A soul reborn,
With your love I am blessed.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/19/2014

Transgender

          As I am sure you have all noticed I have been absent for a couple of days. I am doing well, just been quite busy with myself. I have not been writing for a while either, so I am getting to the end of my poetry. I just haven't had the right frame of mind for the writing. I need to relax and open my soul to the love I am feeling so I may write more. This is one I wrote because of some conversations I have had about the changes and differences of who I am.

Bodies change in time,
Souls remain unharmed,
Latching on to what is seen,
Losing touch with grace and charm,
A conflict within the mind,
A disgust for what is seen,
When the body meets the soul,
Only then will we be free.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/13/2014

Days Gone By

Days gone by,
No taste of your lips,
Empties my soul,
These feelings I miss,
Till we meet again,
Only stars can deem,
If only not to wake,
For you're with me in dreams.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/12/2014

Treasure

          Another one written for my special lady. I just hope she feels as good about us as do I.

Look to the future,
Past trials and fear,
Soaked is our pillow,
Droplets of fear,
Fear of the loss,
Pain can't be measured,
No matter the cost,
You're my only treasure.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/12/2014

Meaningful Life

          Written for my most amazing love. I would do anything for her, even though I get so far down in the depths sometimes I feel as though I am only doing wrong.

The color of love,
Through hazel eyes,
Look deep in my soul,
Nothing left to hide,
Bared for you,
Yet still seen as beautiful,
Every kiss a treasure,
Making life meaningful.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/9/2014

Judge My Soul

          This one was written because of judgment against me just for the fact that in a man's body I still feel better in women's clothing. I am in the hormone process now, but I do know judgment and understand it very well. I am ready to stand for myself at any time though. I think today I will actually publish my other two books that I already have prepared. I do not write everyday so I have only 3, but I believe I need to go ahead and put the other two out there just to get my name out more.

You question my ethics,
Through my choice of attire,
Judging my soul,
Never looking inside,
I dance in the flames,
This rejection I know,
Swallowing pride,
My heart still grows.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/8/2014

Fairytale Fantasy

Plucking dreams,
From far away lands,
A fairytale fantasy,
Till I touched your hand,
Refusing to wake,
Afraid to let go,
Fearing the dark,
Without you it grows.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/7/2014

Breathe

          Me and my special lady that has returned have had some down times. As all couples have their minor issues so have we. However, I have chosen this particular poem in hopes she will see it and understand no matter the struggles, it is work. And together we shall work at it, through anything. Confusions, difficulties, insecurities, doubts, the works. My love for her is stronger now than ever before.

Part your lips,
Breathe my soul,
Taste of passion,
Together we're whole,
Living a dream,
Never to wake,
Forever as one,
Love's true grace.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/7/2014

Inspired by and Written for Pamela Earnshaw

Into The Flames

Out od the dark,
Into the fire,
Dancing in flames,
Burned by desire,
Ashes suffocate,
Flames engulf,
Lost in the depths,
The passionate soul.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/5/2014

Fear Of The Abyss

Edge of the abyss,
Ready to dive,
Fearing the depths,
Where my demons hide,
Afraid of the pain,
The loss of true love,
Afraid of the nightmares,
Afraid to succumb.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/5/2014

The Stars

Holes in the fabric,
The curtain of space,
Shining as love,
From those taken away,
Guiding our steps,
Easing our minds,
Opening our souls,
To the truly devine.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/5/2014

Ecstasy

          A bit longer of a poetic run here. Not of my usual taste but very truthful in the sense of how I felt during the time of writing such things. Love has certainly grown and though I still have my anger inside, I am learning to control it slightly better than before. Every day is a new blessing for me.

Loving so deeply,
Souls on fire,
Lust awakens,
Crawling up spines,
Delighting in ecstasy,
Pleasured by connections,
Desires burst forth,
Mirrored as a reflection,
Every moan released,
A calling to a soul,
Raging like an animal,
Freed from pain's hold.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/5/2014

Silver Lining

          My love, even through the darker times and worst moments in which we will all feel, is truly the silver lining on my darkened cloud of emotional upset.

Fear of reprisal,
Anxiety and doubt,
Love is a beacon,
A lining on a cloud,
Silver and sparkling,
A beauty to behold,
A gem in the coals,
Of fires gone cold.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/4/2014

Lustful Indulgence

My strong hands,
Against your soft skin,
Passion unfolds,
From our souls within,
Salt of your skin,
A beautiful snack,
Desires take flight,
Love's climax

Rachyl DeWitt
8/3/2014

Whispers Of Love

          I had some trouble sleeping the last time my lady was here. While laying aside trying not to wake her I wrote some different poems. Just having her next to me at all is a true inspiration

Soft shallow breaths,
Deep in your sleep,
Whispers of love,
A calm melody,
The touch of your body,
Wrapped up in my arms,
A gift of passion,
A kiss on my heart.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/3/2014

True Pleasure

          I have enjoyed writing these more loving poems. I have found darkness again but still fight to continue showing my love for this truly amazing lady. There will be ups and downs through this.

Salt of your skin,
Across my lips,
Spine shivers deeply,
From your fingertips,
Our bodies connect,
True pleasure abounds,
Together as one,
We'll never come down.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/3/2014

Life's Masquerade

          This came about after a conversation with the lady I am now seeing again. She told one of her friends about me, and was afraid I would be upset for her telling too much. I cannot hide myself though, hiding only made things worse, but life has gotten better as I stood up and fought for my dreams. 


Life as a masquerade,
Buried deep inside,
Digging my grave,
As my demons hide,
Deep in my heart,
Where emotions collide,
TO remove that mask,
Is my only way to rise.

Rachyl DeWitt
8/1/2014

Inspiration

Months away,
No end in sight,
Through long cold days,
Empty sleepless nights,
Darkness once reigned,
From days of the past,
You've inspired my soul,
Now lighting my path.

Rachyl DeWitt
7/31/2014